Hello again,  I am here to bring another part of my life to all who read my blog… Today the weather was really weird. One minutes the skies are filled with thunder and the next the sun is up shinning. How weird is that?

Anyway I have decided to read the Harry Potter books. I just bought the first book and I can’t wait to read it. I read the first chapter of the book at my friend’s house yesterday and fell in love with it instantly! 

Tomorrow I have school and I am forced to look at my friends again. Should I hang out with them or should I hang out with the people who took me in care after loosing the old gang? Here is where my choices are beginning to be unfair…

Today I tried to blend in with the three girls but I realised that trying won’t do anything. It will only make it worse than it already is.
Today the play was great, a whole lot better then yesterday. I said my lines clearly and most important of all… Loudly. I wasn’t nervus as yesterday though. I was calm and ready to perform. I never once was worried.
But the weirdest part is that the play was that it was successful. Everyone who had seen the play at the rehearsals had said it was boring. Well I guess people just get lucky when they are just on the stage.

To my dear blog, in my last blog I posted how crappy my life was right now but I’m not going to be the girl who complains but never does. I’ve been doing a play called ‘Jamuna’. There are these three girls who I do it with who really piss me off. But I can’t judge them. They are just who they are and I can’t change them. There are points where I like them and there are points where I absolutely hate them. But today when I performed the play today with them… Something changed. I changed… I was a different me, a better me. I was happy and I didn’t sulk on stage. I was happy, for the first time I was really happy. I don’t hate them but I do love them like friends. They might laugh at me and say something to offend me but they were friends. They were honest and they just didn’t care. So tomorrow, I am going to be the me on stage and be a better friend… To them.

As a prime teen, I now have to choose what I will do with my life. And choosing where I belong is really hard. Through this year, my life has dramatically sucked ass. I had fallen out with my friends, my crush likes someone else and my school grades suck. Right now I need help, all hero’s please apply.